I got banned... from both WC and HH... I lost my cool, I made such horrible mistakes... I don't feel like there's anything left to live for now... no I'm not being "emo" stop calling me that. I guess I should leave this place too... it's obvious I'm not welcome anywhere...

I'll be deleting my works soon. I dunno when, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow... and chances are most likely that I won't be coming back.


I've tried my hardest to keep my cool in RPs and forums, but I guess I'm the hated one now... I've been impatient, judging, and just a plain *insert every cuss word in the english language* and now I feel hopeless... I don't mean to be so negative to you all, honest... hell, I've always been negative around my family, most likely it was because I was some no good kid with issues that caused her parents so much frustration. I don't care what they say- I'm nothing! The only safe place I had was my room and online where I could just escape the everyday worries and fears. And now I have nothing left...

So, I guess this goodbye... to anyone who gives a damn about some worthless teenage girl like me...